IM STILL ALIVE!

hi everyone, its been a while.. arrgh.. will write more next time. may hangover pa ng BUSYMAY eh.. goodvibes everyone! 

Everything's gonna be all right
Rockabye, rockabye
Everything's gonna be all right
Rockabye, rockabye
Rockabye

wow its been a while...

How is month of May treating you guys so far? Mines been pretty well. Eh, really? I dont know. A news just came out today and left me shocked! Not really the nerve-wracking kind of news, but yeah, it is somehow close to that.. Actually, the first news came in Monday morning, and then another one came out Tuesday and  today I am still barely breathing.. And tomorrow, I'd prolly be fucked as a cow if someone will bring out some more n-n-n-neeews.

Please..

Oh well, shit happens..

Anyway, as much as I wanted to rant more about those sickening echozz in my life, I'd rather not. Mai-stress lang ako tehhhh! Wala din naman mangyayari.. So, goodvibes goodvibes din pag may time.. BTW, the weekend at Zambales was fun. Too bad, B posted something on her blogspot that is supposed to be (uhhm, what?) for us weird people only.. However, I'm still gonna post some pics here cause Im too lazyyy to write how and where and with whom I spent my weekend.. It was indeed fun *wink* The photos speak for itselves..

not too graceful.

WARNING: I'm gonna share to you a something of me so please don't hate. And yes, in case you are wondering, I am still in that i-got-no-motivation-to-write-or-am-i-just-lazy feeling. They say I need some get away and soul searching. Yes maybe. I don't know. But one thing I know: I miss those days when I don't have to worry about a thing..because someones taking care of me.

HEH. 

im lazy and i know it!

Arrgh. I wish I could just stay in bed and sleep for like three weeks straight. ...Yeah I know...! I've been a lazy bum this week I almost forgot that I have this kind of page that I have to update in any ways I can. SMACK SMACK!
Luckily, I found my time yesterday morning to atleast copy something on the internet and paste it down there(check the last three prev posts). Yes you are right bibi. I just got it somewhere www and they're all pretty long!. ;) hihi. And now that I still have that lazychuklavuh, I want you all to check out this beyoootippol and amazing collaboration of my all time favorite zzingerr P!nk with Nate Ruess. Hot hot. ;) CLICK HERE!!


JUST GIVE ME A REASON

Right from the start
You were a thief you stole my heart
And I your willing victim
I let you see the parts of me
That weren't all that pretty
And with every touch you fixed them
Now you've been talking in your sleep
Things you never say to me
Tell me that you've had enough
Of our love, our love
Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
We're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
Im sorry I don't understand where all of this is coming
from
I thought that we were fine
Oh we had everything
Your head is running wild again
My dear we still have everything
And its all in your mind
Yeah but this is happening
You've been having real bad dreams
Oh oh
You used to lie so close to me
Oh oh
There's nothing more than empty sheets
Between out love, our love, oh our love, our love
Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
We're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
I never stopped
You're still written in the scars on my heart
Your not broken just bent and we can learn to love
again
Oh tears ducts and rust
I'll fix it for us
We're collecting dust but our love's enough
You're holding it in
You're pouring a drink
No nothing is as bad as it seems
We'll come clean
Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
We're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

gotta live while were dying

I love Kris Allen. And I love that song.

Its been raining for a couple of days now, and when it rains I get sappy. Well, right now I am. Ta-daah! Fml.
So, I haven't posted for a week now and the reasons are; I was so busy I thought I'm not going back to my normal ~*~gracefulness~*~ ever again, and I was sick as hell. Damn. What in the world is happening? Plus the thought that I haven't started my diet yet, I'm starting to think that I really lost all my discipline and determination aura. No way please no waaaaay! Stay with me. *begging eyes*


That's why I am writing right now. Hihihi. :)


So let's talk about ILLEGAL. Lolz. I'm sure someone's in a panicky mood right now. No, I changed my mind. Let's just talk about my F-A-C-E. Since I have nothing much to say about this UgLyyY fAcZEee, I'm gonna end this now with this:

Oh bb cream... Make my peeeys beyoootipol plizz!

first weekend of 2013

As much as I wanted to make it worthwhile, I failed. Lol. I spent most of my weekend at HOOOME. Sleeping(no), eating(yes), reading(NO), and thinking(yea..a lot!).

I honestly can't remember what I did on my first Saturday of this year(yesterday).. Hmmm.. I have loads of things on my to-do-list but blame my asz, I still have that 'holiday hangover'. Gah! I'm so not ready for another weekday!
The only thing that excites me right now is the thought that I included on my to-do-list to cook foodies! Omg! Happy tummy and happy me.. I love cooking just so you know! …and I love eating! *I guess everyone knows already*

I now remember where my Saturday was spent.  In the mall! Alone. Geez. I got two invites from two friends; the one inviting me for a drink(which i instantly turned down because I promised myself to atleast TRY to avoid alcohol..isnt it a good idea? Hihi) and the other one for bowling. But I got all so hyped with veggies and all in the supermarket with some stupid background music so I lost track of time. It was late when I remember about the bowling.. Pfft. So, I just went back home(which i regret) because staying at home on a saturday night only made me realized how bad I was. I mean, a bad friend. Shoot.
Okay.
So, thats another story.

Back to my weekend, I woke up a little early this Sunday morning only to answer a phone call from a drunk friend from the other side of the world. I love my friends *rolling my eyes* Shesh. Right after, I had another phone call from B who at that time was soooo stressed! Phew! After an hour I got another call from another friend and talked about OUR age and some sickness! How cool! It scared the shit outta me! Oh well..

Thanks for making my weekend fun. Somehow.

So, *cyber awkward silence*

Its October.. Time Flies. Really. Fagging really..

September.. You are one hell of a month. And this one emotional wrench after another, that happened last September left me feeling crazy, sad, emooo, and just saaad.

PS. I have tons of words to write. Laters, baby.

Duh.

I know I havent been updating this blog since I created this a week ago. There. :) Annoying as it may seem, it is TRUE that I started a new blog AGAIN. Basically to have a creative activity, or outlet AGAIN. eh? But really, I honestly dont know what to write about right now and this.is.starting.to.sound.like a 'declaration of my incompetence.' Duh.