Its that time of the year again!

Dearest Santa,

I believe I`ve been a good and loving person this year. I dont have much to ask (LOL), but pleeease I want these on Christmas! Ho Ho!

• Juicer. Ive been wanting this since forever! 
• Less Oil Deep Fryer. Im a housewife. lel.
• Baking Tools. I started to love baking since I tasted my very first baked cake. Since then I knew I have the potential. HAHAHA. 
• Threadmill. I know this is just a dream, and I know this is expensive. So why not dream for it.
• Divergent Books. I actually already have Divergent, I just wanna have the other 2 books. BUT please Santa, if ever, I want them in ENGLISH and not in Deutsch. Thanks!
• Dork Diaries. Im still not done with these. 
• Adultery by Paulo Coelho. I couldnt find any free ebook download on the internet. Sad. I want this book.
• Bookshelf. Ofcourse for my books. They are just on the floor now. :/
• Jane Austen Books. Yes, you read it right. 
• Watch. 
• Wedge Shoes. Wiiiink!
• High Heel Shoes. Im still a girl. 
• Handheld Sudoku. PLEASE...
• Winter Jackets. Because I need them. Like, seriously. 
• Bag. Exactly like the one on the picture. Wink again!
• Ankle Leather Shoes. Jaaaa..

40 Weird Things That Happen When Your Boyfriend Is Your Best Friend

Saw this online, and thought its cute. Pretty much accurate. lol

1. He sees you in true form. There’s right before bed, zit cream and all. There’s drunk you with eye liner smeared on your face and nacho cheese in your hair. There are a lot of yous he has endured. It’s actually laughable how bad you have looked around him and how little you care.

2. You’ve become so comfortable with each other that embarrassment is no longer a factor.

3. You have each other’s outfit ensembles nearly memorized. “I’m wearing the maroon shirt.” “With the tan shorts and brown watch?” “Yup.”

4. You have had moments where you both felt like you couldn’t stand anyone else but each other for the moment.

5. Your families are way too comfortable around you both at this point and absolutely nothing gets held back.

6. You become obsessed with certain restaurants and foods for different periods of time.

7. You two have way too many inside jokes that no one else understands.

8. You may even have sayings and phrases that basically create your own dorky little joke language.

9. You start to know instantly if the other will be interested in something. So, you’re constantly sending each other videos and articles.

IM SOOORRRYYY

I am back after soooo loooong!!

GOOOSH... I`m going 5 months now here in Switzerland.

Okay, okay, I know its quite confusing because I never updated here. So, to make everything short... I moved here in Switzerland end of May this year and got married 3rd of this month. We got pretty serious and fast. Sounds crazy, but we planned it and thought about it gazillion times.

And yes, it wasnt easy at all moving from the Philippines to Switzerland. (which I will write more about in the next days).
And no, it wasnt so stressful planning a wedding, but I swear you will have those rollercoaster emotions every now and then (which I will write more, again, in the next few days).

I hope I will not forget to write those things I said I will.

PS. I will also write more and share pictures from the wedding maybe in few weeks (if Im not too busy).


Til next time!

8 Awesome Benefits Of Sleeping Naked

1. Ease. There’s however many less clothes you need to wash each week because you just aren’t using them. You don’t have to buy pajamas.

2. It encourages you not to be a schlub. When you wear pajamas, pajama time can creep up earlier and earlier. Some people get into the terrible habit of changing into them as soon as they get home from work! And then you are a person who wears pajama pants and won’t leave the house because you’ve already taken off your work clothes. Sleeping in the nude means you can’t get ready for bed until you’re actually going to bed — and forces you to keep your nice clothes on until then.

3. Self-esteem. Spending time naked makes you feel comfortable with your body. When you are comfortable with your body, you act more confidently which makes you happy and is viewed as attractive by others.

4. You have a stronger relationship with your partner. There is NO replacement for skin on skin contact — it delivers the good stuff, Oxytocin, and bonds you together. Clothes get in the way of skin on skin contact, which is rude, and prevents you from reaping the benefits of Oxytocin including elevated happiness, lower stress, reduced blood pressure, and less inflammation

overnight camping year 2.

So, it started summer last year when we went camping in Anawangin, Zambales..... We enjoyed it much i guess, so this year we decided to go camping again, and this time in Calatagan, Batangas. We had no idea how it would be and what to expect though, coz no one in our group have been in Burot Beach before, so it somehow added up some excitement reading all those reviews and blogs from travel bloggers. yihiii! I just love campings and goin back to basics(setting up a fire for cooking and lights at night,no electricity, no noise from the busy city, away from comfy-ness of the modern life) once in a while, for a breather..
I can say, this year's camping was more of a chillax kind of bonding with friends than last year. We got to talk about some grown up things(serious and no way serious topics, name it), for the first time, i saw couple of shooting stars(i just forgot to make a wish i was starstruck-ed...), had some booze but just for chilling, and most of all no meeting of strangers just to have fun. lol. ourselves were more than enough we didnt need more crowds. ;)

Here are the photos:

ready to goooo!

stop over on our way to Batangas.

group picture bago mag-si-pag selfie! 

rest aka "picture picture" after setting up the tents! 

camwhoring muna. 

10 Ways Long-Distance Relationships Make People – And Love – Stronger

So, here I am again stealing and re-posting an article from thoughcatalog because I sooo much agree and strongly believe on the points stated on the article and I don't know, they're true and pretty much speaks for myself. Ahhhh yeah, its not so easy, I bet you all know that.. And I bet some of you knows as well that it is my first time to be in a relationship with someone who is miles and miles away from me. Gah. Not an easy task.(TO MY BOYFRIEND: hey if you're reading now, don't get it wrong, you're not a task haha!) What I mean was, to keep the love alive is not an easy thing especially when separated by distance. And it mainly strengthens the love and the two people involved in it to have trust and have faith in them. So, read now. :)

Long-distance relationships are typically thought of as difficult at best. Many people consider them completely not worth doing at all, no matter what the circumstances. But I put forth a different perspective: The very things about loving someone from a distance that can seem so painful and negative are really, in fact, a tremendous source of strength that can not only make the relationship more solid and the love more intense, but could end up challenging both people involved to become better, more grateful, and more patient in general. Here’s how:

More time for yourselfFor most people in relationships, trying to maintain a balance between spending time together and taking time for yourself is an ongoing challenge. We all know it’s important to spend time just doing you, but it can be all too easy for couples to become wound up in nearly every part of each other’s lives, which isn’t always a terrible thing, but everyone needs breathing room from time to time. It’s healthy. When you don’t always have the choice to spend time together, time alone becomes built in. Even if you miss your person, there’s still a lot of value in that.
More time for your friendsIn much the same way, people who are part of a couple can sometimes get a little flaky on their friends. It doesn’t make you a monster – it happens. We’ve all done it. We’ll all probably do it again. We’ll all swear never to do it after that, and we might anyway. When you’re in a long-distance relationship, time spent without your boo in the same zip code means more time for your mains. That’s not a bad silver lining.

cheers to a brand new year!

Yayyy its 2014! haha I know its late to greet you all now, but yeah... I have been quite busy the last few months of 2013. BUT STILL... I wanna thanks everyone who've been there with me through my ups and downs, to my new gained friends, and to those i lost out of touch with.. 2013 was the year when i had finally realized that life goes on after a breakdown. Thanks to my friends and family for the never ending support and love. Last year also was the year I was held-up(GRRR) and lost my things. OMG, I'm still traumatized until now. Thanks to my friends who rescued me and to my family who helped me forget it. Last year also, I had the courage to transfer to another company where I am still with now. Thanks to those who encouraged me and shared me all their knowledge so I can be what I am now(bwahaha LOLS).. Last year, my super close friend and I finally had the chance to opened up our feelings and found love in each others arms. yiihiiiee! Thank you for the love and the joy you bring!

2013 was indeed a roller-coaster year for me but all in all it was amazing!

Hope this year will be the year to all of us!! CHEERS!!!

its been loooonggggg

okay. sorry for the accidentally hiatus whatever. :) im still alive! yihiie!
in this post is my current fixation. lols. i know it has been on the internet/youtube for years now but i just saw it last month and geez, i fell in love with those kiiids! i actually dont know now how many times have i watched it. aaaaahhh.. and everytime i watch it..i died... i wanna have them! so cute and well behaved! see how the big brother acts maturely but almost cried while trying to stay composed.. ooohh and the little brotherrrr sooo adorable!!! thumb-sucking and all... OOHGOOODLAARD..

heres the link to the video:  I told my kid I ate all their Halloween candy

but i didnt stop from there. i also stalked their mom's blogsite. and i fell in-love with the kids even more! heres the link: http://sneakymom.blogspot.com/

look at how sweet they are <3 <3 <3 <3

from thoughtcatalog

A Girl Who Writes

Find a girl who writes. Find a girl who has no idea where she is going in life because the only thing she understands about the world is that sometimes if you put one beautiful word beside another beautiful word you can create a beautiful sentence that melds into beautiful chapters of beautiful books that might change at least one person’s life. Find a girl who lives for that one person, the one person that will read her beautiful words and feel a sudden lightness on their shoulders. Find a girl who works at a job she hates so she can do the thing she loves. Find a girl who knows sacrifice.

Find a girl who makes it hard to love her Find a girl who demands the best because its all her romance-riddled mind can comprehend. Build her a castle in the sky, move a mountain for her, smile and nod when she tells you she wants to run away to find the wild places that still exist in the world. Take her hand and lead her. Lead her through deserts and cities and forests until she grows homesick for a place she never even called home. Watch her as she takes in a sunset. Watch her lips move and her brow furrow as she fails to find words to describe it. Wrap your arms around her from behind and whisper in her ear that maybe this once words have failed her and that’s OK. Let her cry into your jacket as she is overcome with the vastness of the world. Offer to drive home so she can stare out the window as the sound of her favorite indie band you’ve always found depressing rolls through the car. Give her space when you get home so she can lock herself away in a room, still trying to describe the sunset that will forever beat at the back of her brain, demanding beautiful words. Walk in to find her asleep at her desk. Clean up the paper that litters the floor and wash the ink stains from her fingers. Know that this will never pass. Accept that the sunset will never leave her and learn to be OK with it like she will have to.

23 things i love about us..

narcissism at its finest. whatevz.

1. you accept the fact that i sometimes think you are Christian Grey. guys, i swear he is!! he can be as control freak as Grey is, and.. and... aaaaaa everything about Grey.
2. ...and i am your Ana. <3
3. we are both the biggest fan of each other. you are my number one cheerer and i am yours.
4. but we can also be the other one's pain in the ass and yet, still chooses to stick around.
5. we compliment and complement each other.
6. we cook food for each other, we eat each other's food. lols, what??
7. we dont like selfie shots, but WE are getting the hang of it, little by little. :D
8. we never get to agree on one thing, but we are crazy about each other.
9. i love our conversations: may it be sarcastic, serious, super serious, trivial, sexual, stressful, nonsense, brutal, boring, excited, childish and up to the most matured topic.

23 facts about me

1. Im turning 24 next month and I dont know how would I feel about it.

2. Classical music cures my headache sometimes, and helps me put to sleep peacefully.

3. I am always late. Must stop procastinating. Not a very good trait to have, I know.

4. I love dancing since I was a fetus.

5. I am a Miley Cyrus fan. Lol. My bestfriend and I used to dance and video ourselves while dancing hoedown throwdown. Yeah, do the hoedown throwdown!!

6. I have read Twilight series five times when I was 19 or 20.

7. Music and books are on the top list of my stress relievers!

...that one clingy friend! (and in my case, i have lots!)

P: may favoritism ka talaga!
Me: whaaaat? Where and when and how?
P: sa blog mo, pinipili mo sinusulat mo!! Pasabi sabi ka pang "ibablog
ko yan!", hindi naman!! Pero pag yung ibang friends blog agad!!! Nung
nag-Zambales blog agad.
Me: ha?? *tameme*
P: nung nag around Manila tayo, di mo binlog! Nung first time mo
makapunta ng Podium na mukha kang tanga di mo din shinare sa blog mo!
Pati nung nag-grocery tayo na naibagsak mo yung mga sabon sa estante,
bigla kang nagka-heart attack akala mo pagbabayarin ka!! Sabi mo
ibablog mo yun... At nung nakipag-away pa ko sa HR dahil sa ballpen mo
na umiilaw?? Waley din? What about your notebook na naglalaman ng
bucketlist mo na napulot ng OM, hiyang hiya ka, sabi mo kay boss sakin
yun?!?! Sabi mo isusulat mo, nasan na??
Me: eerhhh.. sorry na. Sige ibablog ko na mamaya agad agad!
P: ganyan ka eh. Tapos hilig hilig mo magpuyat, pagdating ng office
ako papahirapan mo.. Hilig hilig mag-swimming, pag nangitim uubusin mo
lotion ko, akala mo puputi ka agad agad? Hilig hilig uminom, pag
tumaba idadamay mo ko sa pagtitiis ng gutom, idadamay mo ko sa
paglalakad ng trenta minutos??? Ang swerte mo inday!!
Me: hangkyuuuut mo Peeeeeeeeeeej! Ibablog ko to!!
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IM STILL ALIVE!

hi everyone, its been a while.. arrgh.. will write more next time. may hangover pa ng BUSYMAY eh.. goodvibes everyone! 

Everything's gonna be all right
Rockabye, rockabye
Everything's gonna be all right
Rockabye, rockabye
Rockabye

wow its been a while...

How is month of May treating you guys so far? Mines been pretty well. Eh, really? I dont know. A news just came out today and left me shocked! Not really the nerve-wracking kind of news, but yeah, it is somehow close to that.. Actually, the first news came in Monday morning, and then another one came out Tuesday and  today I am still barely breathing.. And tomorrow, I'd prolly be fucked as a cow if someone will bring out some more n-n-n-neeews.

Please..

Oh well, shit happens..

Anyway, as much as I wanted to rant more about those sickening echozz in my life, I'd rather not. Mai-stress lang ako tehhhh! Wala din naman mangyayari.. So, goodvibes goodvibes din pag may time.. BTW, the weekend at Zambales was fun. Too bad, B posted something on her blogspot that is supposed to be (uhhm, what?) for us weird people only.. However, I'm still gonna post some pics here cause Im too lazyyy to write how and where and with whom I spent my weekend.. It was indeed fun *wink* The photos speak for itselves..

im your angel....

(chooosss lang!) so, this is what i usually do when im on break. tuwang tuwa lang sa mga bagong apps. lol. please forgive the wings, yan lang nakayanan ng pagiging artistic ko. :P

kaya magpakabuti ka!

Saw this on my note today:

"You can't hug yourself, you can't cry on your own shoulder, life is all about living for one another, so live with those who love you most."

And it somehow reminded me of the conversation I had with my officemate few days ago that left me so confused and terrible that I had to make mukmok and call a friend if I am really this terrible and not-so-graceful-at-all with some human beings(or maybe I just needed someone to comfort me [that's another story..] after my officemate bashed me with hurtful/truthful words I have to acknowledge). See, that alone pretty explains what that quote is about. No one can live alone. No matter how tough and brave you are, no matter how independent you are, there will always come a time that you'll be needing a hand to help you and to make you realize how wonderful it is to have a companion(companion talaga ang term? Lol).

from the past. lol

omg!! found these videos from somewhere and omg i almost died cracking up! B you have to see this!!! and please dont hate me for posting these! for fun lang!!!! tehehe!

Photos from Instagram over the past few weeks.

Lets just say I'm still not in the mood to write (but in the mood to dance my ass off to THIS SONG tehehehe) so heres a bunch of IG photos from the few weeks. *wink*

Yeah, who wouldnt?

is it summer yet?

with B

something meaningful...

D and I had this conversation about how nonsense my weekend was.. If it wasn't for running I wouldn't get out of bed. See? But its not that I was going through some emotional blah blah at that moment. No. I just want to relaxxxxx because the last week was such an stressful week at work I even forgot how to breathe normally.. And D, being the good friend as always, forwarded this story(below) thinking I had an emotional wreck weekend because of my recently posts here. Hihi. It somehow made me think. But I'm not gonna discuss it now because I'm getting late for work (I'm writing this while in the jeepney!). Haha.




"A psychologist walked around a room while teaching stress management to an audience. As she raised a glass of water, everyone expected they'd be asked the "half empty or half full" question. Instead, with a smile on her face, she inquired: "How heavy is this glass of water?"

Answers called out ranged from 8 oz. to 20 oz.

She replied, "The absolute weight doesn't matter. It depends on how long I hold it. If I hold it for a minute, it's not a problem. If I hold it for an hour, I'll have an ache in my arm. If I hold it for a day, my arm will feel numb and paralyzed. In each case, the weight of the glass doesn't change, but the longer I hold it, the heavier it becomes." She continued, "The stresses and worries in life are like that glass of water. Think about them for a while and nothing happens. Think about them a bit longer and they begin to hurt. And if you think about them all day long, you will feel paralyzed – incapable of doing anything."

It’s important to remember to let go of your stresses. As early in the evening as you can, put all your burdens down. Don't carry them through the evening and into the night. Remember to put the glass down!"

i never knew i have a fan.

So I guess the person who claims to be my biggest fan doesnt even know my URL address. lol.