Saturday, April 20, 2013

typing in a panicky mode..

Like srsly, (I love spelling 'seriously' that way) wtf is happening to
me?!? I need to make some serious changes in my life especially on how
to spend my weekend productively.

Arrrgh, all the weekends of this month was mostly --yes MOSTLY, spent
in bed, either i was sleeping or playing candy crush!!! Curse that
candy crush!!! Its so addicting! I hate that I turned down all my
friends' invite(to casino, to have coffee, to play bowling, to have
dinner, to go clubbing, and to go on a blind date) all because of
those effin candies. I also hate that I am cheating(correction: not
cheating, I time traveled) so I can get more lives.. I hate that I
started blackmailing my friends so they would give me tickets. And for
the love of candies I hate that I am starting to hate the chocolates
now BIIIGTIME!!! (Affected much lang)

I am nothing but a homebody now... An anti-social homebody. Ew..BOO! I
remember when you're in a relationship, your saturdays are most likely
for making out(or for fighting). When you're brokenhearted, your
saturdays are probably for drinking(and cursing).
But for crying out
loud, MY saturdays lately have been devoted to those colorful
deceiving candies and I could've done a lot of work and errands if
only I hadn't dealt with this game.. So sooo sooo depressing!
I don't know what's with these candies that's so addicting? Or maybe
its just me? idk.. Duh..I'm starting to hate myself now. I swear I
need to do something before it gets too late! My eyes are starting to
blurr now because of playing all day all night every Saturday that I
ALWAYS lose track of time and the next thing I knew its already Sunday
morning!! I've also came to a realization that I am a bad friend for
making dahilan to my friends so they won't disturb my 'bonding with
the kendis' day. Shesh mah face, I know tis shameful.. This is
depressing.

Ohhh.. I need some motivations! I swear I will go out this
sundayyyy!!! And I swear I will make bawi with you guys!! No more
SWEET! TASTY! DELICIOUS!! and DEVINE!!!

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